Assalamualaikum...
hi everyone out there! it's been quite a long time since the last post... today it's first july and it's time to watch ECLIPSE!!!!!!!!! yeay!! there are many things happened to me lately... ( to be correct yesterday) , the day where i didn't get any acceptance letter.. it hurts a lot :) damn a lot... i dont know what so say much of it.. bur if you're in my shoes.. you'll experience when the sun shines but you didn't feel it shines at all.. yesterday was quite a long day for me... as if clock stop ticking ...been crying all day and night... a sleepless night though... if the frustration can be seen... sakit.. today pun i still felt like ntah.. semangat melayang-layang... macam rama-rama carik sayap nya... i didn't cry coz i didnt get place.. but i cried coz of my parents... i've ruined everything.... i wished i never hurt them anymore but i just did it again.. twice.. i just can't stand.. last night, my mum did accompany me before she when to sleep, and today when i woke up .. once again she tried to accompany me.. she knows i've lost my own semangat... my own dreams... but i know ALLAH will always be with me, guide me from where i was wrong... the path that had been fated for me... and i still have my parents, my family, my friends and my love to support me... thanks everyone.. i feel blessed... ALHAMDULILAH.. dengan semangat yang rapuh aku masih diberi kesempatan untuk bernafas di bumi ALLAH.......syukur.. semoga aku masih dapat bangkit untuk jalani hidup ini :)
